It’s my Friday. I don’t have to work tomorrow. Aaaaahhh! That’s sweet. I’m determined to make myself rest this weekend. No, really. My goal is to stay in my apartment until Sunday afternoon - I don’t think I can do it - I’m already getting stir crazy.
Thing is I’ve been so tired lately. I mean exhausted. And then I go home and can’t sleep for hours. It’s frustrating. So I’m going to sleep as long as I can and hope that I feel rested come Sunday.
I’ve also decided not to see the Passion movie just yet. I think I need to avoid being overly emotional right now. Seeing as how I just burst into tears for no reason last Sunday and managed to cry most of the day. What’s up with that?
My acid reflux came back too. It does when I’m stressed. I never really feel stressed. I think it would feel like being really, really tense all the time. I don’t feel that way - just a little aggravated. Maybe that’s the way my stress manifests itself.
I worked on a sidebar column last time I posted. It kind of sucks but I just wanted to do it and see how it turned out.
It was raining this morning and it took over an hour to get to work. I listened to the whole Lisa McClendon cd.
Maybe I’ll have myself a girly weekend. A facial, polish my toes, fun with exfoliation…..hmmm, sounds good. I also thought of ideas for my next three columns. So, with the three I already had I’m good for the rest of the year! Wahoo!
I’m still trying to think of a book topic. How long will they wait for me to decide? Kaye’s book is practically done. I’m jealous. I think I’ll go over my projects at home and see what comes to mind. I’ve really got to get going on this thing.
My goal tomorrow is to submit two query letters. I figure I just have to bite the bullet and do it, and stop trying to be absolutely perfect. Perfection comes with practice and I have to start submitting and trust that I will become better with time. I have a drive for this - I just need to let go of my insecurities and do it.