So I got the chance to talk to my friend today. She sounds okay. We didn’t really talk about anything personal like in the old days, but it wasn’t too bad. I am thinking that she’s depressed, though. She did mention that she’s not able to even reduce her schedule by one day. I know that was one of the things she was looking forward to when they got married.
I mean she already had a house and it was just her income making the mortgage payment so with his added income she figured she would be able to work part-time if she had to work at all. But unfortunately, he’s a bit of a spender and she is a bit compulsive about things. I feel sad that her dreams of marriage aren’t what she thought they would be. And I hate not knowing if she’s happy or not.
On another note, I had a real nice “conversation” with D via email today. I like him a lot - he can spell and punctuate. Sigh. I used to hang around a lot of high drama, high energy, gregarious men, but I’m finding now that I have a soft spot for the gentle spirits. I mean, I’m high drama and energy enough for three people! Do I want to add more to the mix?
I know I’ve said it a thousand times before, but this time I really sense change in my life. I don’t know if that means relationship or not, but I really feel God pulling me toward something. I can’t wait to find out what!