Isle of Remote

I’m not feeling the least bit Christmas-y. I’ve had a bit of bad news this week that I can’t discuss. But I was feeling a little out of the Christmas loop before then. Dunno what it is. Guess I’m a little unsettled because this is the end of the first year without my my grandmother. My mom and I already decided to go out for dinner and not cook at all. I think it’ll be easier that way. I hope this low-key Christmas thing doesn’t get to be a habit for me.