I’m still tired and cranky. I’m seeing a therapist now so maybe that will improve in the future. We have been talking about my relationship with my father. I don’t want to talk about my relationship with my father. It’s taken me nearly twenty years to come to terms with who he is and how he has impacted my life and my relationships and to forgive him for not being there when I needed him. Do I really need to hash this out again?
I recognize that this is a difficult relationship for me to overcome and I know that I have erected a barrier to prevent him from hurting me again. But haven’t I gotten to the best place I can be considering the circumstances?
I’m looking for a new job and have some good prospects to follow up on. Maybe what I need is a whole new atmosphere. I’m still thinking on places to live out of state. Georgia, Tennessee, Pennsylvania, New York, New Mexico and North Carolina are my top picks.